chillsssssss

im sick. yuck.

it's cold outside...why? when it was starting to warm up, it turns freezing again. i love alabama despite its weather bipolarity.

ok so trista and courtney need to come over sometime after valentines and watch elizabethtown. i think that would be fun. and we could have tons of yummy food and ice cream and act retarded. do the sleepover thing. it could shape up quite nicely.

i had the weirdest dreams last night. like me and josh were revisiting things that weve done in the past, but they were things we never did in real life, only in my dreams. like i had a dream a long time ago where we went to this really cool hard rock cafe and it had a ride and it was a lot of fun, and last night we went back there, saying things like "remember the last time we came, that was such a long drive, blahblhablah"

im weird.

sometimes i wish josh still had long hair and listened to music that i had never heard of and rode his bicycle and stuff like that. sometimes i wish that i had short "cute" hair and wore heels every day and was in love with the color pink and jimmy eat world. i think its because back when we were like that everything was new and we had nothing to worry about. now it just seems like we work and watch movies. were growing up and its weird. sometimes its really good and sometimes it just sucks.